oooweeee

si budak cine bernama syahir. hihi. well,die bukan cine laa. melayu. hihihi. syahir! lama xpegi makan rojak @ taman bahagia nih. jom makan lagi. since ure back here & based in subang, ringan2kanlaa tulang & tangan & kaki utk berjumpe saye ye. hihihi.

i was browsing through pictures in akak's laptop & found our istanbul holiday pictures . i cant believe how fat i was. omigosh!! malu weyhh! i laughed when i saw the pics. haha. malu nk tunjuk sesape!

eh. i dont like lah.

spent the whole evening with S :) actually, his birthday present is a shopping spree. tapi, smue bende pn cam xbest je kat melaka ni. kesian die. huhu. last2, saye yg shopping. bli bag yg saye sangat menyesal xbli time g bangkok dulu & a new pair of iPanema ;) (sbb the slipper that i bought from my indo trip dah xde grip langsung! td almost jatuh kat tangga. haha) wanted the shiny white cardigan at padini, tapi kene bli 1 item @ normal price baru bleh bli that cardigan at 50% off. kalau x, xleh bli that cardigan langsung. BENCI!!! i really want that cardigan ;( i want it so bad ok! have been eying for that cardigan since last month! arghh. geramnye! mana lagi ade jual cardigan cmtu?? saya mahu! hish. geram nih! & the neon colored zebra top at Kitshen sangatlah cantik!! S suruh amik je td tp cam malas nk g try time tuh. hihihi.

baju ini ok x?

my honey is getting older ;)

Happy 22nd Birthday S!! :)
awak dah tua ok. jgn perasan awak tu budak kecik lg yea...
esok, jgn lambat ok! :) kalau x, xmau jumpe lagi da!

p/s: nk romantik2? saye xromantik. so, nasib laa ye. xde nk birthday kiss/hug. hihihihi ;P

updates

i find this HUGE elmo bag is very adorable. i want it please.

boleh bawak org dalam tu tau tak!

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all pun macam nak. hu...
RM28 / RM29 / RM25
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oh. KULKITH CLOUD BAGS.
cantik tu mmg cantik tp saye mahu round bag & not a cloud bag ;(

betul amik warna putih ni???

go away!

u got me all excited but then u forgot bout it. thank you! you've killed my feelings for you. there's nothing left for you! there's not even a tiny space for forgiveness.

he ditched me for god knows what

i ditched 2 classes. attended only 1 class. my mind is up in space. my eyes are sore. i only said a few words today. i couldn't find my voice & my lips are dry. i couldn't think straight/wisely. read yassin & it calmed me down. but i cried through out the whole reading. i am supposed to do my assignments but i couldn't get up. my head are spinning. i wanted to talk to someone but i couldn't find the strength to even look at anyone. i am weak. weaker than an empty battery.

i need help. i think that its time for me to go to the clinic. im tired of everything. someone needs to take me home. i dont want to be here. i want to go home where everything is simple and calm. i want to go home.

i wish to go home on thursday. ditching software engineering on friday!

P******!!!!!!!

BABI! SIAL!!
FUCK OFF!!!
perangai xubah! pastu nk org maafkan. smpi kau mati pn kau buat salah yg same. malas da nk maafkan. setiap kali maafkan, xpenah nk ubah. asyik fikir pasal bende2 bangang! g mampus ahh!!! pasal kau, batal puasa aku. pasal kau, aku jadi bodoh.

go on with your life & stop making things complicated. i want you OUT of my life.

your promises are all lies. u never keep to ur promises. I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!

wayfarer

macam nk wayfarer color merah or putih laa pulak. haihh. padahal haritu baru je bli aviator. huhu. my sayang looks handsome in aviator!! LOL. i like ;) u can have it if u want it sayang cos seriously sangat handsome + comel + macho! jgn kembang lebih ye ;P

yang ni dah ade. tp billy pn ade yg sama. tiru org je tau!
jadi, terase cm nk yg merah or putih ni. gila cool org itam tu pki yg putih. haha

memories

sayang... do u still remember bukit tinjau. where is it eh? cheras ke? huhu. i wish to go there again ;(

mase tu u lambat dtg pastu salahkan bobo sbb mandi lmbt. huhu. then pegi makan cos korang smue lapar. then, we spent the rest of that night together. mule2 pegi kat bukit tu cos i wanted to see KL lights & cos xpenah pegi that place. jalan die cam belok sane belok sini. huhu. korek2 rahsia from u is the fun part :) boleh nmpk klcc dari situ then trus i cakap jum g tgk lampu kat klcc plak. hihi. i didn't even know the ways to klcc tp u tau smue plak. huhu. da smpi klcc xsmpi 15minit kot, die da tutup lampu klcc tu. sedih.. huhu. then daddy message tanye bile nk balik & i was already sleepy too. pastu i hanta u balik.. hihi

the next day i sepatutnye g tgk paintball tp i had an accident just 5 minutes away from the field. huhu. xdapat tgk korang beraksi. chewahh.. pastu i ckp nk tumpang u tp u ckp kreta penuh cos sepatutnya daddy hanta balik tp kreta da accident, cmne nk hanta.. huhu. then i naik ktm smpi tampin eh? u amik kat situ.. hihi. pastu dlm kreta dgr lagu dlm psp...

bile igt balik smue nih cam klaka tp sweet pn ye jugak :D i love you sayang... i love all the memories that i had with you. even the sad ones.. i know that i rarely say i love you. sometimes love can't be described. huhu.

when we were friends, u never gave up on me. u were always there for me. bile i ckp nk makan, u ckp jom!. bile i nk g jalan2, u pn ckp jom! hihi thank you! i know that i'm hard to please but you'll always find a way to please me. sayang you tau tau!

saye mahu ini. tp nk bag yg mana satu ye? fringe bag or the postman bag?

baju ini comel kan???

dreamssssss

i had the weirdest dreams ever. i had multiple dreams & none of it has any similarities. woohh.
& xda satu pn yg suke :(

ish!

i wanted this cute & adorable polka dot bag tp S said i can only buy 1. either kulkith or that polka dot bag. i want both! kulkith haven't update their new collection. GERAMNYE!!! so, i was gonna buy that polka dot bag tp when i was about to order it, the bag was already gone. ahhh. BENCI! i hate you S for not letting me to have both! :(

chop

i love going anywhere & everywhere with him. i love having him around me. tp setiap kali ktorg hangout together, mesti ade je yg kacau. like org call ckp krete ade prob la... tu la.. ni la... hmm.. i know that i'll be the most selfish gf ever if i dont let him help them tapi i want to spend time with him. its not like we can hang out all the time. so, sesekali nk jugak kalau xde org kacau time ktorg klua together. but i love the fact that he said "gf 1st. yg lain tu xpe.." hehe. he'll make his friends wait for him so that we can spend more time together :D thank you sayang...

its the 1st day of puasa. hopefully, i can make it through the end. hihi. 30days lama tu oi. but the best part of it all is when raya comes. aihh.. best best :) crashing nisa's house for raya is the fun part of raya-ing with friends :D can't wait for that. cornflakes cookies is my favourite kuih raya. & my favourite raya dishes are laksa johor & rendang tokbak ku :) hihi. but sadly, there wont be any laksa johor this year.. tp xpe, rendang is good enough :) i'll gain 5 kg on the 1st day of raya itself. hihihi.

hung out with smash for awhile last night. die cakap nk jumpe lmbt cos nk g terawikh. okay.. terawikh apenye die tuh. g tdo plakk. bengong! we mostly talked about cars & more cars. omigosh, i wish that i'd died already. but i learned a few things that i never bother to listen when S talks. huhu. cos bile S bercakap pasal kreta, saye xsuke. saye lagi suke kalau cakap pasal bende lain. so, anyting pasal kreta yg S cerita, masuk telinga kanan, kluar telinga kiri :D hihihihi. smalam baru die explain beza 2 strokes & 4 strokes.. da lupe da pn. hihi. sorry S ya... im not into automotives. huhuhu. tp bende lain ok :D Naturally-aspirated engine is what N/A means ya S. hihihi.

oh iya. I, da botak. huhu. he looks like a smiley faced ball :D comel je. pastu perasan nmpk cam david beckham laa, pastu the guy on prison break tu la.. huhuhu. perasan lak die tu! huhu. but he looks cute. macam bola. if he's a little bit fatter, he'll look like the kid in UP movie tu. comel gila.. gemok! hahaha

Final Destination 3D bile nk klua ye? hmmm

not me & not you

i feel like i'm just a plastic bag in the kitchen filled with garbage waiting to be thrown out into the garbage truck.

i hate No26, Jalan TU18 residences. they make me feel like i don't belong here. each & every one of them make me feel sick! another 10 months with them wont bring out any goods in me. even my good friends make me feel that way. hmm. i need to get out. i dont need them!

waiting for my hp...

okay. something silly happened. we had dreamweavr class in the morning & after that xde class.. then ktorg yg 1 rumah ni g laa class cisco pukul 2. smpi2 then tgk nape cam kosong je. mane smue org. i called narcosis to confirm it. pastuh die ckp mana ade class cisco harini. kan mggu lepas die da batalkan. hahahahah. omigosh. gile cam xleh blah! boleh plak ktorg 3 org nih lupe. slalunye, kalau class batal, ktorg laa yg akan paling igt. tp harini mmg xigt langsung. huhuhuhu. nasib baik farah bawak kreta, so bleh la balik. kalau naik bus mmg xbalik ah kan. huhuhu.

1 mission accomplished. register laptop nye warranty. next week balik, mmg hanta laptop g service center ahh kan. huhu

i like Can i have this dance - high school musical 3. hehe. kodi kan saya? tp saye suke. hihihihi

new

my OWL & LADY FLORA tee from winkstick has finally arrived! sukenye saye!! waiting for izzo's stuff pulak.
bile kulkith nak update new round bags ni. xsabar nak tgk!

& i've gained 1 kg from eating rojak singapore. huhuhu. aiyohh. kene diet lagi nih!

my hp is broken. like mmg broken but still bleh guna. the flip da patah. haha. ganasnye saye kan? my laptop rosak. haihh. the screen flickers all the time! macam ade gempa bumi inside the laptop. huhu. i need new hp & i need to repair my laptop. have been using mokmok's laptop. kesian die xda laptop nk buat keje. sorry yaaa...

assignments menimbun! lepas 1, 1... AD xsiap lg. bengkel mmg xda progress lgsg. se pun sama xtau ape nk buat. 3 subject yg sangat heavy. i need my laptop back! smue bende ade dlm laptop tuh. adoi..camna ni???

The Brollies

omigosh!! I LIKE OK! i want it all. haha. but S xbagi beli :( sedih kan? its soo comel kan? mari tgk kat The Brollies

winkstick

i want this two!!! comel sangat due2 mahu ok!! Winkstick Online Store

i hate you

i fucking hate you cos you never keep ur promises!

baggiessss

yang ni pun cam nak je. comel je smue okayhh.. & smuenye ni RM45/each.
mahu x?

esok xda klas!! yeay :) 3 hari cuti. sagil jom!

braces

omigosh! saye igt, bende ni xleh dibeli sesuka hati. boleh dapat kat orthodontist je. rupe-rupenye bleh je bli. JELESNYE!! KENAPE MASE SAYE PAKAI BRACES, xjumpe bende ni :( kalau x, bleh tuka2 sendiri. siap ade yg bentuk mickey lagi!

xda mood weyh

i've sold my CIP. isnt it sad? only used it for less than 5 days. sedih :( bodohnye punye kedai.

oh iye. i'm so in love with bags. adoi. macam nak ade a closet filled with bags sahaja. haha.

& & i want KULKITH shoes & wondershoes :) & bags from indonesia. wah.. saya suka weyhh. huhu

happy anniversary sayangku :) hehe. sorry sbb buat kamu marah or geram or benci. thank you sbb memahami saye sayangku!!

nak pegi tgk kambing kat mitc lah.. haihh.. comelnye kambing2 tu.

errkkk

pening laa. haiyohh. inilah akibatnye xlunch & makan junk food sahaja & juga cuaca yg panas membara ni. haha

class untuk petang ni smue batal. wahh. sukenye saye. tp bukan nak tdo pn. huhu. only had classes in the morning which was very dreamy for me.

cepatla esok. saye mahu CIP saye nih!!! rindu bermain2 dengannye.

apa lagi nk buat ni ye? kene study untuk AD nih. tp malas lah. macamne? esok MAYBE ade assessment. ape die nk buat pn xtau la...

oh ye. i miss you my dear!

changing

since i'm still awake, i'll do a quickie. hihi

watched MU vs Chelsea game at ep just now & guess what, Manchester United kalah weyh. kalah! smue sbb penalty 1-4. ape ke bengong die g tendang bola cam pmpuan. xleh bla lgsg!

& & saye tuka duit RM 50 baru dengan S. hihi. suke dapat pgg duit baru. 1st time tau!

i want that KULKITH! i know that i have been bragging bout the shoe in my previous entries, but seriously i cant stop thinking bout it. but is it worth it? my mind says that its worth it. my heart says "u know u want it". hahaha belum cuba belum tahu kan? if xsedap pakai, bleh jadi reminder utk jangan beli kasut lagi kan kan? hihi. if sedap pakai, boleh beli beribu-ribu lemon lagi. kan kan?

& i want to change my style. i like being different from others.

indecisive

i can't stop thinking bout that kulkith shoe. should i buy it now or later? if i buy it now, like this instance, i cant shop for the next 2 month. if i buy later, that design might not be in stock anymore. sooo??? cammana ni? help me... i need to decide! to buy it now or to buy it later? & what about crocs? aiyohhhh

& & i saw this cool sunnies. i want it jugak! its RM 25. smart kan? me likey :D

KULKITH

i was browsing through Diana Rikasari's blog & found something that is very interesting. handmade shoes & bags! indonesians are good with crafts especially handmade ones. i have already fell in love with WONDERSHOE & now i'm falling in love with JUST KULKITH's shoes!! they even sell bags & sweaters. kenapa masa saye ke bandung, xde jumpe kulkith shoe nih?? kalau x, dah beli 10 dah kot!!! nak mintak kak mimi tolong belikan, tp cam same je kot. they use batik materials weyhh. smart x smart? i want the shoes please!! mahu mahu. also the round bag! cantik & comel. shipping to malaysia for the shoes = RM110/each. is it worth it? TOTALLY! i want it so bad! these are much more worth it than rubi shoes i guess. ade yg nk blikan utk saye x?? i know the price is the same as crocs but i love this more than crocs.

till i shop again

back from pc fair. belikan akak hard disk & mouse yg die nak & saufee's laptop backpack. saye? xbeli pape cos pc fair yg dulu dah bli banyak da.. tp sebenanye nk pendrive :( xda yg menarik. lgpn kekurangan duit. hu... maybe next time. skarang, hard disk akak laa yg jadi mangse ;P

320GB hitachi external hard disk = RM 217
pink hard disk pouch = RM 8pink optical mouse = RM 22
(mouse ni comel kan? color purple die lagi comel! mase pc fair yg lepas da nak bli da yg ni, tp time tu cam mahal sangat. now, da bli. tp bkn utk saye. hu....)
AVF laptop backpack = RM 65
actually, lagi prefer color grey or green die. tp sbb utk lelaki, bli la yg hitam. kang bli ade bunge2 pink, die malu plak nk pki. haha & this bag looks "masculine" enough for him. die kan konon rock/punk/grunge/whatever he thinks he is. huhu.

oh iye. 1TB external hard disk baru RM350 weyhh!! xke gile murah? same macam bli 500GB external hard disk. tp, die punye bekas mak aihhh. besar gile. macam mane nk bawak kehulu-kehilir la deyy?? huhu. tp serious murah oh! murah murah!!

& & laptop toshiba yg baru sebijik cam hp. xda design lain ke nk tiru? buat ah cam Mac ke apa. ni buat cam hp. baik xyah.