he ditched me for god knows what

i ditched 2 classes. attended only 1 class. my mind is up in space. my eyes are sore. i only said a few words today. i couldn't find my voice & my lips are dry. i couldn't think straight/wisely. read yassin & it calmed me down. but i cried through out the whole reading. i am supposed to do my assignments but i couldn't get up. my head are spinning. i wanted to talk to someone but i couldn't find the strength to even look at anyone. i am weak. weaker than an empty battery.

i need help. i think that its time for me to go to the clinic. im tired of everything. someone needs to take me home. i dont want to be here. i want to go home where everything is simple and calm. i want to go home.

i wish to go home on thursday. ditching software engineering on friday!