holiday

officially, UTeM cuti 1 week (31 July - 10 august) sbb h1n1. urghhh benci! xmau cuti laa.. xda cuti mid sem ;(

i hate this book!

why is this happening to me?
arrghh F***!!! mcm ****!!!!
nak lupekan smuenye boleh tak?
urghhh. geram!!!

THERE'S NO MORE 'US'
NOW, IT'S JUST ME & YOU.
BOTH IN DIFFERENT PAGE
BAD LUCKS & BAD CHOICES IS THE REASON WHY IT HAS ENDED LIKE THIS
I'VE LEARNED HOW TO MANIPULATE SITUATIONS!
I CAN'T GET OUT FROM THIS MESS.
F*** YOU! F*** HER la weyhh!!
I DON'T CARE DAH PUN.
I JUST NEED TO GET OVER IT!!!

nak tdo, tp xbleh tdo!

oh. harini saye cume ade 1 class. haha. best best :) class cisco pkl 2pm batal. meaning, quiz pun batal laa.. hehe. after dreamweaver td, ktorg g jj jap. our mission was to buy face masks... tp lain jadinye. haha. kalau da name pn perempuan, ape lagi... shopping la kan. huhu. xbli face mask pn sbb da xde lgsg. saye rase smue org dah aware pasal h1n1 kot. i saw I as soon as i arrived at ftmk. he wore the mask & i was kinda curious. huhu. rupe2nye, am kene quarantine kat klinik dt. & die 1 rumah ngn am. so... sbgi lgkh berjage2, die pn pakai laa. hehe.

esok quiz se. malasnya nk bace notes. haiyohhh. saturday ade seminar se kat ftmk. dieorg kate wajib dtg. wohhh. suke hati korang je ckp mcmtu eh.

sape nk blanje saye sony walkman W995? akak kate die nk cr sugar daddy. ahaha. pastu klau da dpt, die kate nak ape je... mintak ah. haha. wah. bestnye... kan best kalau betul2.

dfd & requirement catalogue xsiap lagi nihhh. kene siapkan!! weekends xda time utk smue tu! tolong!!!!

habis credit aku. bodoh punye application!

Mahu ini

mari bershopping bersama :D

die kate nak dinner sama. tp die ni g tdo plak. baik xyah buat janji kalau nak tdo. i hate it when he does that. org da semangat da. ltk harapan tggi da.. tp dikecewakan. mcm ****! sakit hati! slalu buat org mcmtu. xsah kalau xmungkir janji. xmau layan bile die ajak dinner kalau die ckp time siang. BENCI BENCI BENCI!

online 24jam ni bosan jugak. da xtau nak buat ape da.

hp sony please

i want sony ericsson W995 in silver :) tapi harga dia... mak aii.. RM1800 kalau ori. kalau ap pun, dah RM1600. gila la weyhh. tp saya suke :) kalau nak bli. kene kumpul duit gila2. xbleh guna lgsg utk shopping. adoii... cmne ye? saye btul2 mahukannye... kumpul duit utk 1 tahun pun xkn dpt bli. sbb saye suke gune duit utk shopping & makan ;P hahaha.

camera die 8mp, ade WiFi, Memory smpi 16gb xsilap. wahh. mmg saya mahu la weyhh!!
if xdapat kumpul duit yg banyak utk W995 by early 2010, saye akan beli C902 (ori RM900, ap RM850)

:D

i only had 4 hours of sleep last night due to bengkel's thingy. pastu, bleh plak kene reject. wohh. geram weyhh. patah hati, patah smangat, patah smue bende ahh! kene buat dfd balik. & harini sangat PANAS!!! smalam banjir... hmm... melaka sangat pelik! huhu. saye mahu pulang untuk shopping.. mahu pulang!!! tp xde time. this weekend, ada npl. next weekend ada pc fair plak. next 2 weekends bru free..

oh ye. rindu si ketot saya tu... almost 3 hari xjumpe ni. i know... sangat xleh blah kan. baru 3 hari nk kecoh. tp... saye xbiasa. saye perlu jumpe die setiap hari. walaupun saye demam ke ape, saye ttp mahu jumpe. sjk 2 hari lps xjmpe sbb saye ade byk assignment. mahu jumpe kamu laa gedik!

urghhh. bengong otak fikir pasal assignment lahh.. hari khamis ada quiz cisco, jumaat ada quiz software engineering plak. aiyohhh. mana ada time nk study kalau assignment pn xsempat nk siap. hishh.. saye mahukan MAGIC dlm hidup saya ini. smuenye boleh dilakukan dlm sekelip mata. kan best.

weee... saye mahu beli handphone laa.. mahu sony ericsson pula please. mahu mahu mahu!

wee :)

yeay! FINALLY! streamyx da masuk :) 4MB punyaaaa. haha. yeay. lepasni bleh on9 24 jam.

im a senior

ohh. da 2 minggu kat sini. 3rd year serious hectic gila! 1st week da dapat project bengkel. pastu assignments smue menimbun gila. rumah still xda streamyx so cam xleh nak on9. hmm..

dah 5 hari bersama. tapi.. smalam baru cam marah die. haha. sorry ye...

nak main layang2!!! jom jom

eye test 1 eye test 2

pagi semua.....
bangun pukul 7. waa awalkan? time g keje/class, xpenah kot nak bgn awal. haha
started packing my stuff. oihh. xsuke lipat2 baju. especially yg kene button & unbutton tuh. geram!
leaving at 4 pm, today.

syaza.. saye minta maaf banyak banyak banyak banyak pasal smalam sebab last minute tuka plan. maaf sangat xdpt hangout with u & the boys. sorry ye!!! i know that you're mad at me like HELL! maaf beribu-ribu lemon! i promise that i'll make it up to u bila saye balik lagi nnt ye.. MAAF!!! ;(

oh iye... i wanna go shopping la weyhh! tons of stuff that i need to buy macam papers, notebooks, pens, etc... hehe. bag juga! xjumpe lagi bag! clothes xdilupekan juga :) ade kasut kat vinci ni... saye suke :) tapi die ade size 10. oitt. i wear size 9 je laa.. tp certain shoes pakai 10 jugak laa. hehe. but kasut tu kene size 9. xmuat size 10! tp saye mahu juga please.

zang toi, ain't so bad pun.. sedap juga :) chocolate banana cake die, lagi sedap dr secret recipe / smue cake yg ade kat dunia ni. serious x tipu. it was the first cake yg saye makan cepat gile! you should try it! if ada zang toi kat melaka, da lame saye bawak awak smue makan :) hihi. bday nnt nak cake dr zang toi please!

mission xcomplete lagi nih!!!!!!!

hung out with fer at pyramid just now. catch things up with him. all of his secrets are in my hands. hihi. i'll use it against him when he tries to pick a fight with me. hihi. oh & i forgot to take pictures with him. i know it'll be another year before we'll meet again. haiyaa..

something that fer said made me realize bout something that are seriously serious ok. i have TONS of questions that are passing through my mind right now. these are just some of it.
1) will S still chase me even when we're already together? (i know that most of the guys stopped chasing when they've gotten it. they forgot that it never ends)
2) will S stop being what he is now & become a person that i really hate?
3) will S stop making efforts?
4) will S make me happy?
5) is he the one?
6) is he serious with me? am i sure that he wont leave me for anyone else?
7) urgghh. why do i need to think bout all this?
8) will i compare him with my ex's?
9) will he hurt me or i'll be the one who'll hurt him?
10) will he remember all those minor details?

oh adoii.. help me answer all these Q please.

before i hung with fer, i went for bag hunting & & i want the Forever21 bag & also the one that i saw at Nose. saye mahu! but serious cam xde duit untuk bag2 tuh. harga 130/each plak tuh. ishh. macam mana ni.. then the ones yg murah sangat xcantik! bencinye!! i need a bag for coll yg boleh muat smue bende & yg besar & yg cantik! i know all the nice ones mahal2, tp.. ada x yg cantik & murah?? saye tahu jawapannye, TIADA! aiyohh. geramnye!

eh eh nothing else matter

Kepada pelajar yang mengambil subjek BITS3423 (IT Security), BITS 3413 (IT & Network Security) dan DITS 3612 (Asas Rangkaian Cisco), kelas pada minggu hadapan ditunda ke satu tarikh yang akan diberitahu kelak Friday, 3rd July 2009

nasib baik xbalik lagi. hihi. ponteng2 :) saya suka ponteng. tapi.. dah buat azam baru. chewah.. azam baru konon. 'Saya berjanji akan pergi ke kelas walaupun saye bapak malas please.' huhu. itulah azam saye mase saye mule2 start praktikal haritu. hahaha. skarang & nnt xtau ah kan? insya'allah... saye akan merajinkan diri saye :)
pyramid / taipan today? digital mall & lepak again tomorrow?
wednesday? apa mahu buat ya? hmm. rase cam dah bosan da kat rumah ni. nak tanye nad ah, die nak balik rabu x?? huhu. sbb saye serious xtau nak buat apa lagi dah nih!

the things that i can't live without are my phone, my car, my purse, my shopping habit & my S ;) oh.. jadi.. saye mahu balik ke pangkuan S nihh.. hihi

eh eh. penat ok polish+wax+vacuum kereta. omigosh! sakit tangan dow!! penat penat penat!

1 mission completed. 6 more to go!

oh. hmm.. hung out with syaza & anasS & shuk. there were also qis & some other friends from syaza's coll. they played tai ti. ohh. saye sungguh xfaham carenye ok. dr dulu smpi skarang xpenah faham. haha.

i was fueling aleq at the petrol station & accidentally left the car key inside the car & got locked out. bangang ke x? rase macam bodoh gila time tu. i forgot that the car has an automatic lock. urgghh. called daddy to bring me the spare key. nasib baik bawak spare key. then, he yelled at me in front of everyone at the petrol station. eee.. i'm not a kid anymore ok! its not ok for u to yell at me in front of everyone!

aihhh.. i wanna go shopping! planning to meet up with fer tomorrow but he'll confirm it later about his availability. wah, da macam artist dia ni. kene buat appointments & such. haha. daddy wants to go for grocery shopping juga esok. aiyohh. hopefully dapat do both, shopping & meeting fer.

eh?

credit to billy, hasan & apip.

ey ey. i miss you!! miss you miss you! lame xg jalan2 kan? rindu itu semua. huhu. i balik, bawak i jalan2 ok? he...

i'm bored lah. aiyohh. i wanna go out but i'm short on money. there's an awesome possum bazaar at ss15.. i think i wanna go but the chance on getting H1N1 is very high. aiyohh. how laa?? i also think i wanna meet up with syaza & the boys. if possible, nisa juga! but i know, nisa punye alasan 'kene balik mmu la'. tapi... awak dok rumah sewa kan sa???

oh & saye mahu iPod please. iPod orange :) cantiknya... tapi apa nak dibuat ngn psp saya tu? haiyahhh.. menyesal g mintak psp. i wanted a psp just because i wanted to play tekken. haha. now, saya xsentuh langsung psp saya tu.

my time table is out. omg! benci gila ok the arrangements! everyday class smpi 6! nnt time puasa sure menggelabah! everyday ada class at 9 a.m except friday at 8 a.m & wednesday xda class pagi. tp confirm2 ah lecturer nak tuka2 class. & saya ada class kat fkekk?? adoii. before that ade kat ftmk. macam mana nak travel from ftmk to fkekk in 10mins hah? yg ade transport tu lain cite ah. tp yg xda tu? apa ni.. gila tau dieorg ni!

things to do at home
1) vacuum& polish aleq
2) go to pyramid & taipan
3) find a bag! (walaupun saye da banyak bag, tapi saye still mahu bag! haha)
4) go to the curve & ikea
5) hang out with syaza, nisa & the boys
6) shopping spree!
7) digital mall!

i've always liked 'Kiss me thru the phone' song, jadi mari nyanyi bersama saye :) haritu die call saye time lagu ni. hee. saye xtahu kenape tp sangat sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! saye suke!

Kiss Me Thru The Phone

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I know that you like me, you my future wifey
Soulja Boy Tell 'Em, yeah
You can be my Bonnie, I can be your Clyde
You could be my wife, text me, call me

I need you in my life, yeah all day everyday I need ya
And every time I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya, I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I been thinking lately so much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public, thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen, talking on the phone

Baby you so sexy, your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion, I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

She call my phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
We on the phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da

We taking pics like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
She dial my number like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Six, seven, eight, triple, nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

yea bebeh

honey... i'm home...
well, there's no honey but I AM HOME :)
arrived this morning.attended a wedding at civic center. (i feel like 'SAYA PUN NAK KAWIN JUGAK WEYHH!!!')
after the wedding, balik rumah jap.. around 5pm, headed to OU with akak. sudah lama saye tak kesana. agak2 ada 1 tahun kot. so, da sampai ou apa lagi.. shopping laaa... smue pun sale dow! SALE like SALE GILA!!! hehe. best best :) barang yg dicari da jumpe. tapi ade banyak lagi yg mahu dicari ;D banyak masa lagi.. everyday pun mahu shopping :) hihi. esok ke... blom plan lagi. tapi saye mahu ke pyramid & the curve! hmm.. & ye. PANAS. kat sini panas. or dah terbiase sangat ddk dlm aircond, smpi smue tmpt pn rase panas. haha. & & i saw syarir with bubu at ou just now. omg!! bukan ke korang da ngan org lain? bleh plak g shopping sesame eh. xajak pn!

i miss you!! miss you sangat! but i wanna stay here for a while k? alaa.. seminggu bukan lama pun kan? hihi. kang jumpe everyday, u bosan lak.

i wanna play golf. wanna come?? lets jom :)

hasrat saye untuk bermain layang-layang di tepi pantai masih belum tercapai!!!

ftmk at dt

saye pegi ftmk tadi yg baru siap kat dt. well, xsiap sepenuhnye lagi la. omg, saye sesat dalam tu! xde la besar sangat tp sbb xfamiliar lagi.. so cam turun naik tangge je keje. ahaha. nnt mase start sem, confirm tersesat nk cari class plak. huhu. tapi yg xbestnye, fakulti ngn kafe jauh laa. penat saye nnt. hu.. xpe2 exercise namenye. oh & dt sangat panas. xsuke! the only place yg sejuk kat bilik lec je... tmpt parking agak sikit ok. mana cukup untuk students 3 fakulti kat situ. aiyomaaa.. blom masuk lec nye keta lagi. parking utk motor tu je, bdk2 fkm da conquer. fkp ngn ftmk xkire lagi. dieorg ni xreti budjet ke ha? hmm. fkm nye pejabat dah cantik laa dr luar. ftmk punye, aduhaii.. buruk kot. xde signboard xde ape. kedukut tol lah! bilik lec smue 1, 1. smue bende baru. xsabar rasenye nak study kat situ. baru laa rase macam g U.. haha. kilang fkp, pusat siswazah, library, pbpi, mpp smue da hampir siap. masjid baru ade rangka je. huhu. saye suke tgk library die.. macam sangat WAHHHHHH. haha. saye xsuke color ftmk! buruk! macam color ape je... hmmm. papehal, saye excited utk ke kelas next next week :) heee..

ok. dah dah. saye nak mengemas barang2 saye. saye dah habis!! weehoooo :)

what a wonderful friday

his smell were undeniably irresistible.
we hung out at the jetty but it was just for a sec. cos i was already sleepy. hihi
oh.. i wish that i am already married to you. so that no one can take you away from me. if anyone dares to cross that line, i'll kill that person like the psycho killer in 'texas chainsaw'. he's mine! well, not technically but emotionally, he's mine. hee...

p/s: we're not a couple. we're just friends :)

my last day of industrial training. weyhh!! i'm happy!! aren't u happy? i'm super duper trooper happy. i get to go home tomorrow ;)
& & makan nasi minyak
& & shopping
& & jumpe ferdaus fansuri (if sempat)
& & jumpe syaza, nisa (if sempat)
& & tgk tv.. hey you Astro.. i miss you!!
& & dapat makan banyak2!
& & oh ye. adwin!! lets have teh tarik!!
& & ilyas, rock climbing jom???
& & ou, pyramid, the curve, pavilion, midvalley, apa lagi?? smue mall saye nak pegi ok!
& & nak buat eye test.
& & nak pau akak JCo & Wendys & gummy bears. haha
wahhh. can't wait lah!

i need to check aleq for my journey tomorrow. hopefully, he's fine :) aleq ku kan kuat.. jadi.. mesti laa boleh pergi jauh2. kan?? hehe

oh & 1 more. Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince will be in theaters near ME on july 16th. ahah.. apa lagi.. midninght show lah saye tgk :)

i found something that i think what every single person will say that its true
NEVER say I love you if you don't care.
NEVER talk about feelings if they aren't really there.
NEVER touch a life if you meant to break a heart.
NEVER say you're going to if you NEVER plan to start.
NEVER look at me in the eye when all you do is lie.
NEVER say "hello" if you really meant "goodbye"

so.. true kan?? heee.

pis pis kacang pis. haha

its a wet thursday... :(

yeay!! tomorrow is my last day as an intern! ohh. what a wonderful yet very very painful journey. hihi. working (as in working in the office) is not the kind of job that i fancy. i prefer the ones that requires me to travel around. baru best :D anyways... i'd like to say thanks to those who have been very supportive through out my training period. i know i was a bitch & a pain in the ass. hihi. thanks to akak & daddy for the money money money & car :) thanks to nad, farah & k.rozi for going through this journey with me. thanks to S & I for being so understanding. hoyeahhhhhhh. 1 day 1 day lagiii :)

i'm coming home! for a week rasenye. hehe. depends jgk. if da xtau nk buat ape da, balik la.. if not, i'll stay :)

i need to start reading again. i think my English is already downgraded to band 2 or even worst, band 1. hua hua.. i need a motivation. get me some novels & it'll definitely motivates me. get me breaking dawn please... i'm on eclipse now. still haven't move to any new page from the page i last read. ohh. i wish to continue but i dont have the mood. i need the mood please. mana mood aku ni oiiii. MOOD.. please come. come please. it needs to be read ok!

i'm in 'I WANNA GO SHOPPING' mood. so, anyone wanna tag along. but just for window shopping. i miss going to malls with my friends. i miss going in to fitting rooms with them with lots of clothes but didn't even get any of it. haha. i miss it ok! miss miss ;) we don't do that anymore. now, we just chill around. lepak at mamak stalls (well, we don't do mamak actually cos tah lahh.. why eh??). but we hang out at fast food restaurants. huhu. speaking of fast food.. i want wendy's right now & JCo. hmm.

mika made my day :)
& & i know how he feels in this song

Happy Ending

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I waste everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

woooooopsssss too many please, please...

hmm. change of plan
maybe, just maybe i'm going back on saturday.
or maybe on friday night.
k.lynn nak buat "farewell party" for us (the interns yang habis this week) yummy ;)
sukenye :) kami (eh by kami, i mean ME, MYSELF) mintak rendang. sedapnye.. hee...
terime kasih k.lynn. nanti aimy buat thank you card untuk k.lynn, k.ain & en fir yeeeee. hehe
& kepade intern2 yg lain... bagi laa hadiah kat saye. hehe. baru laa bermakna skit ok. hehe

i MUST & i HAVE to balik rumah by saturday cos ade wedding on that day. hmm. if balik pagi, i'm so not a morning person. haha. but i'll try my best :) daddy wont allow me driving alone at night. that's for sure. aiyakk..

jadi... ini plan saya. jumaat ni, pegi DT after 3 untuk hanta report kat lec. then g rumah k.lynn untuk makan2. if saya xbalik jumaat, saye nak jumpe S please... if saya balik jumaat, bye bye S ;( hehe.

craving for cheese naan please & rojak singapore please please!