bye bye mj

the king of pop is dead. hu... no comment lah tapi ye cos i dont fancy his music.

asam pedas ikan pari sedappppp :) hehe. thank you S... harini nk... umm. ayam. haha

ok. i have officially gained a lot of weight! ciken & zikri said that i've gained weight. they said that i look fat! urghhh. when someone other than girls says that i look fat, i'll get furious! I NEED TO GO ON A DIET!! a massive NO FOOD diet! urghh. i need to exercise but i'm super duper lazy. i need to control what i put in my mouth especially snacks! urghh. DIET DIET DIET!!!

shit la... ade x sesape yg nk lemak2 saye?? hrmmmmm

urgghh. F***!! bengang gile weyhh. nad got 3.48. F***!!! its not that im not happy for her but i'm mad at my self. wtf man.. ive been trying very hard to get atleast a 3.4 this semester but i didn't. benci sial! why laa weyhh.. nape saye xdpt 3.4++ sem ni? benci tahap maximum dow..! my results were never lower than hers. aku dah jadi bodoh ke ha?? urghh.. bangang ahh. result aku dulu same cam die jugak, tp apsal die punye lagi tinggi dr aku nye yg dulu. ishh. BANGANG! bencinye! result turun gile babi!! sakit hati sial. ni yg nk mengamuk gile! F*** F*** F***!!!! &.. smue orang punye result menaik.. but only mine yg menurun! urghh.. im grateful for still getting a 3 pntr but im not happy with my result! I'M NOT HAPPY AT ALL!! im not happy that my result is lower than nad's. i'm not happy that i didn't even get a 3.4. to top it all of, S is sick. i know xde kene mengena pun but it spoils my mood too. TODAY, I'M NOT HAPPY!! blerrghhh... benci bangang sial babi! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa macam ******!!!!!!!! i need to get dean's list next semester. what ever it takes, i must be in the dean's list! & my result must be higher than nad/farah/everyone in my class. i need to gain back everything that i've worked for. i need to focus in class. i need to do my assignments on time. i need to study a bit harder than i had done last semester & most importantly, i need HIM to be with me!(oh ye.. xde kene mengena but i need him ok!)

"PUT MORE EFFORT & IT WILL SHOW YOU THE SUCCESS!"
more effort aimy! MORE MORE MORE!
what i give is what i get??
so give more, get more lah kann??


ohh. craving for tuna... yummy