i need help. i want help!

i need air! please.... i need some space. i need to clear my mind. i need some strength. i need new vibes. i need new personality. i need brand new clothes and bags and shoes. that means that i have to go shopping. i need time... i need Gatorade. i need M.L. well, i have M.L but i want it now. i want to chop off my hair. i want to splurge my self. i want to go to the beach!! i want to see lights. i want nasi lemak. i want fruit juice. I WANT A BRAND NEW ME!!!!!